October 2010
1 post
i used to have a safe haven. whenever i felt upset i didn’t necessarily have to voice the angry words that had swarmed my thoughts. i’d just have to be in that one place and everything would be okay. it was fun. it was carefree. it was comforting. it was my grandparent’s house.
my grandfather had past and it felt like everything sort of fell apart. that and we all grew up. that...
September 2010
3 posts
hw is a bitch. procrastination is a bigger bitch.
fuuuuuuuccck! still awake and only halfway through history.
the other day it felt so right to be with him. everything was good nothing went wrong. we were genuinely happy or at least i was. then i went to sleep and today happened. not as great as yesterday, but still pretty damn decent in my book. then just earlier he kneed me in the forehead by accident. it stunned me back to the reality that after being four years together and some added dates to that we...
esperanza
two hours away from home makes it really difficult for me to punch you in the face. the next best thing to it is to talk down on you. whether you find this or not i at least can get it out of my system so that i can focus on more important things than thinking about your wasted life. i’ll admit now that my i may regret saying 5% of what i’m about to write, but lets face it you were...
March 2010
4 posts
ate oteng
thanks cousin. i can’t wait either. i stay cooped up in my room most of the time. i’m ready to be free.
dear shannen
it’s nearly damn impossible to get a hold of you so i’m forced to contact you via tumblr hoping that you’ll read this. the news was confirmed via grapevine and i wanted to let you know that you shouldn’t beat yourself over it. your young. God isn’t punishing you, he’s giving you a chance, a test, the time to observe the events in your life to learn and move on...
i don’t like it here. we have an alarm system in the house that everytime it goes off it strikes fear in me. there are cameras in and out of the house to keep surveilance of any outside intruders. i feel imprisoned. it’s as if they’re watching my every move. damn this crap.
February 2010
24 posts
shannen
we’ll get through this cousin. chin up. family’s got your back.
i’m not liking school right now.
i wish it were june already.
sigh*
i want to dance again. :(
i want to donate blood. says i have to be at least 110lbs. hmph. i need to work on that.
that. or i need to find another way to give. oh phooey.
i’m happier now. ;D
shopping i shall resist you. fourty days and fourty nights i shall resist.
618. FORGET KESHA: BRUSH YOUR TEETH WITH A BOTTLE...
(via gotwisdom)
my heart is breaking. i just want to let it go.
i’m not a fan of taking medicine. advil. tylenol. alleve. you name it. but if it hurts i will.
so this whole pill popping deal… i don’t like. vitamins are just the same. pills. urgh!
did you know they made adult gummy vitamins?! haha. i bought some :D it tastes like candy.
i’m out of shape. don’t mistaken the previous statement as a complaint that i’m fat. i’m not fat. i’m the opposite of it. but i’m out of shape.
walking up the stairs in my moms house makes me lose my breath. i can’t do one push-up when i was capable of doing at least 15 (non-girly).
it’s pathetic reallly. i should be out and about excercising and...
it’s cold. my nose won’t cooperate. i’ve been sneezing. i’ve been coughing. and doggone it i don’t like it at all.
today was good, therefore i feel good. i told so, didn’t i? :D
January 2010
16 posts
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away. #2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside. #3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers. #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go. #7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love...
November 2009
64 posts
i hate moving. where will home be now?
