November 2009
64 posts
i hate moving. where will home be now?
urgh. how so fucking fustrating. i left for a 8:00am lab class this morning. it’s monday. it was supposed to make up for the lab i would’ve missed for wednesday. it’s my boyfriend’s birthday. unfortunately i have to stay back with the kids. what a waste. so much for starting my vacation early.
i feel like tumblr is my own little therepeutic session. a place i can steal away a few minutes of my time just to find and sort out my own feelings. the great thing about is i don’t need to write anything. only sometimes.
i used to blog a lot. like super crazy, a lot. i found it as a sort of escape in writing when i was upset. i chose not to write like that anymore. i left all that poetic verse and personal identity back on xanga. (laughs nervously). i don’t know that girl anymore. i read back on her blogs and feel so sad for her. i don’t want to remember myself as her. so here i am now, looking beyond...
“Jumping for joy is good exercise.”
– Unknown (via fuckyeahhappy)
damn right it is!
“Does a hero know she`s a hero if no one tells her? Do you know a hero no one...”
– personally, i think everyone i meet is a hero. stranger, foe, or friend. at one point they made an impact on my life. indirectly or directly they changed it, and because i like how my life is going. thank you, everyone. <3
i smashed my finger today. at first i thought it was okay because it was my middle finger. i don’t flip people off. i don’t see any reason for it.
anyway, it turns out i need my finger for typing. i use my middle finger a lot. so as i write this it’s hurting. i have to say,
that was the highlight of my day. my life is quite uneventful, but i don’t mind.
i hate how i plan to blog, but forget instantly what i wanted to write in the first place. so i sit here thinking. just thinking what i thought was sooo important that i had to share. but as i write this, i realize it wan’t important at all. at least not to you…
I don't have the words to make you feel better,...
“In the end, you are responsible for your own happiness”
– that’s something i’m definitely working on
