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Octi used to have a safe haven. whenever i felt upset i didn’t necessarily have to voice the angry words that had swarmed my thoughts. i’d just have to be in that one place and everything would be okay. it was fun. it was carefree. it was comforting. it was my grandparent’s house.
my grandfather had past and it felt like everything sort of fell apart. that and we all grew up. that laughing about the simple things wasn’t enough. eventually my safe haven disappeared and the next best thing was mom’s house. and then she moved.
now..well now it feels like i don’t have a safe place anymore. that “home” isn’t home and there isn’t a place i can just relax and not care. i miss that, a lot.
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